For 2 whole weeks I have been living in Slovakia, already and it’s been rough, beautiful, challenging and at the same time – the most fulfilling time for a very long time!

And this is not just because we had celebration weekend and my very close friend’s wedding.

I also sleep more, yayyy! Coz I love sleeping 😉

I am spending much more time outdoors, cycling, going for walks with my dog every day and coming back to my regular yoga routine.

I am starting a new yoga teaching job next week, teaching flow classes in the morning 3times a week, which is so super cool and I still cannot get over it that this has happened.

And you know what? My life does not look like anything I ever wanted!!!! 

So what has changed and how the hell could that happen?

I have no clue, the only thing I know is that:

  • I have more social life than I ever had living in Dublin;
  • I have more free time than when I was living in a big city;
  • I do more of the stuff I really wanted to do, always.

And…. it scares the shit out of me even to admit that, I am more happy than I ever was in my whole life!!!!!!!!!! 

It humbles me profoundly that this worldly woman I considered myself to be, a traveller and explorer can happily settle down in a small town somewhere in the middle of nowhere.

It scares me to think what has happened to my ambitions….. I cannot even contemplate the future because I do not want to feel trapped.

Feeling happy can truly be a scary moment because what if it’s not real? What if all of that is going to be taken away from me?

Do you ever feel the same? In a bubble not knowing where it’s gonna be blown away next?

I do not have all the answers but knowing that I can manage no matter what, that I can deal with almost anything that life might throw at me gives me a piece of mind.

I totally feel equipped for rainy days and stormy whether……. because I’ve been there, have done that too many times.

Now, I am going to enjoy the newly found home for my soul.

And I wish you the same. If you have something precious, cherish it and never let it go!!!

xoxo Andrea

 

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